Poems on Sunday

Understand

I tried to rationalize

When you didn’t come home

I blamed it on your drinking

Overlooking that you had a phone

Sometimes I didn’t get calls

Or text, And I gave you an excuse

Not knowing all alone you where slowly tying a noose

Around the bad relationship or whatever I thought we had

If I would have really looked, I would have saw that it was bad

Sometimes I feel hurt, anger, joy

Defeat and somehow grand

There was a time when seemed impossible now I understand

Tumultuous Poems Thursday

Fear

Afraid, I still go forward

Not knowing what will be

To scared to turn back

Somehow accepting the unknown what I don’t see

Is this the time to question myself or will time surely tell

Afraid,I walk forward

This could be heaven or hell

Tumultuous Thursday

Seeing the sun

Standing inside

I’ll be glad when

this is over

The air is stuffy

No wind on my face

No smell of sweet clovers

Soon the day will come

And we can

All be back outside

But for now

I dream of

Seeing the sun shine